I’m a Pregger!

We had been trying for bb for the almost half year and finally we hit the jackpot!

It was really disappointing to have failed to conceive after so many trials.

The first time when Ms.P was late, I was so sure that I am conceived. I walked and drove super cautiously, thinking any impact will affect my bb. I drove over hump like I'm driving an expensive sport car. When Ms.P knocked on the door 2 days later, I almost cried out.

It’s tough to go through 4 times of disappointment. I started to worry and wonder if I am normal. I even thought of suggesting Kent to go for sperm count (LOL). How can we not hit the jackpot with that rate?

My stress level was on the high side. I felt sad and moody sometimes and it get worst if anyone (relatives especially) asking the question ‘’When are you going to have a bb?’’

Although we are not rushing to get our first bb, it just doesn’t feel right to have failed so many times. I started to felt a little less stress when i stop thinking about it. Let it flow naturally. Why stressed?

When Ms.P was late for almost 2 weeks, I decided to keep quiet about it. I do not want to embarrass myself another time. I waited patiently (hoping Ms.P to delay for another week).

Both of us were suspecting something but not a single word was being mentioned. When I saw a pregnancy test kit in the bathroom on one fine evening, I knew Kent was so certain about it. We were already so happy even before the test show a +ve result. The answer that we were actually looking for is how many weeks pregnant!

Confession time

Apparently getting conceives is not supposed to be so difficult. I was repeating the same stupid mistake for the past half year. I thought the flower (ovulation day) shown in the app is the only day for bull-eyes. In fact, any other days after Flower-day are almost useless. The actual winner of the jackpot is actually Kent because he’s the one making the correct estimation.